After a coffee date with Maddy yesterday, I discovered that it is easier for me to get excited about someone elses adventure in the future more than my own possible excursion. Why? Because I lack faith. I don’t trust that Jesus can lead me into the unknown without the comforts that I love. I don’t trust that I can grow in foreign situation-even tho I have in the past. I know mads will grow so much in NYC and have a blast… Why do I wonder whether or not I will?